prolonging the pain

Last day.
Already have given you so many chances, I've left part of my pride backward just to have you in front of me, I "undid" part of my "beliefs", I have been strong and weak for you and me,I 've suffered without crying , smiles despite himself.
I've done enough for you, believing in a possible, we. But I forgot, that there is also myself, in us, forgot that there must be one myself without you.
Today is last day to try, but if I know that I will not be able to have him with me, why would I try?
On this side of the tug of war is tiring, this side is losing.

"It's not wrong to want what you want. "
But be careful your dreams can come true and they become nightmares. He wants you in the pit at the bottom.

Boo? The well is dark, but there has spooks is larger, you really want to login?